| Location | Leeds |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 5/2008 |
| Date of Death | 5/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,264 since 31/05/2008 |
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due 26.05.08 born 29.05.08 died 27.05.08
time 11.15am weighing 6 pound 0 oz
In memory of my sweet darling baby Johnathan who never got a chance to breath on earth
light a candle for my perfect little boy johnathan xxxx
Johnathan you may not be here but your in my heart i knew there was something up but the doctors
would not listen that day broke my heart in two when there was no heart beat your so perfect and you
will always be loved i miss you so much your with the beautiful angels now good night god bless
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i went to hospital on sunday the 25.05.08 coz i was bleedin lots when i got there i got put on the
monitor tto check ur heartbeat n it was fine there check to see were the blood was cumin from but
cud not see so they said it had stoped so i went home n then went to bed my mum came n checked on me
at bout 4am on monday mornin n said r u ok so i went to toilet n there was blood all over i just
knew there was sum thing up so we went to hospital n there said its a big show u sud hav ur little
boy here soon so i said a show no way this can be a show theres to much blood so there checked me
again a said u hav stoped bleedin so there put me on the monitor n u was fine but i was in slow
labor so there said i cud go home n cum back when im in full labor so i said there sumthing up and
asked for a scan there said no he's ok so i went home coz i fort there doctors there no more
than me n went home i had no more bleedin so fort everything was ok till tueday at 3am i did not
feel u move so i got a bath coz u always move in the bath but u dint so i knew n told my mum n dad
we went to hospital n there tryed to finded ur heart beat but there was none so there said scan i
just knew there was sumthing up from bleeding that much and the put the scan on me the she turn the
screen around n said sorry he's gone my heart broke in two i wanted to kill them doctors who
sent me home but my dad wont let me so i had a look for myself to see if there was a heart beat but
no heartbeat i just said plz can i hav my little boy back plz dad just bring him back he my little
boy i love him so much i just did not belive u went coz u always had a strong heartbeat then we went
into a small room to talk n then there told me i have to deliver u there was gna give me a tablet to
start labor of but i was in slow labor then there fort i had pre-eclampsia n i had to stay in hosp
so there took my blood n said i was ok to go home u aint got it so i went home and came in wednesday
night and had u thursday at 11.15am u was so perfect n looked so much like me n ur grandad i will
never forget u missin u so much i just want u back with me were u belong one day we will meet then i
wont after let u go the funeral went to plan so i was so happy bout that but it was so hard knowin
am not gna see ur perfect face again dnt no how u pass away yet waitin for results ur always in my
heart ur my little boy n i want u back it kills me knowin that i cant hold u n watch u grow up n
hear u say mummy my hearts so broken love u lots n lots n lots love mummy R.I.P MY LITTLE STAR LOVE
YOU XXXX
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R.I.P johnathan
and look after your mummy
LOVE hayley x x x x x x x x x
My sympathies
I read your story about Johnathan... I was angry at the doctors for turning you away... I have read the tributes and felt the anguish from you and your family, Leanne. Johnathan is beautiful... the pictures all so precious. You are a brave girl and please be good to yourself. Some days you'll have to go minute by minute to get through the sadness... others hour by hour then day to day. I'm glad you have a brother who cares so much for you - he is a great uncle. The grieving process is long and hard - joining with others who have had similar losses is very healing. Another site you might find helpful: www.mygriefspace.net My heart goes out to you, Leanne.
what makes a mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked 'What makes a Mother?'
And I know I heard him say
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here
He took a breath
and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
'We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear
My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow is where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I am here'
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
Sometimes I feel lonely
Others I feel fine
Sometimes I need comfort
Others I need time
Our time was so limited
And with so much pain
For as I was holding you
Only your body remained
You left us at birth
In more ways than one
To join our maker little angel
For he needed another one
Your name stands for sunshine
And that is what you are
For every time the sun shines
You will not be far
Mummy loves you so much xxxxxx
Another day goes by, but your memory is still strong.
you may slip our minds, but it wont be for long.
your little face with a beautiful smile.
You will always be the same when i think of you, an angel that will stay young forever.
Hope you are happy with the angels and have friends above.
love and miss you always lv uncle dean .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
love u loads
mornin liccle man ur 6 weeks tday cnt belive its gone so fast wish u was here so i cud see ur smile n how big u are bet ur gettin big up there hope ur bin gd for uncle jason ur my special star n i luv u loads cnt stop think about u wishin u was here grandma n grandad miss u loads to n all ur aunties courtney n becki n kelly n kala n sherie r missin u loads to n all ur uncle miss n love u so much to uncle dean jamie n danny ben n lewis n most of all me i cnt belive ur gone i love u more than words can say mi liccle man hope ur havin fun playin above lots of love n angel kisses mummy x x x x
love u my little angel
my precious little baby
now quietly asleep
i loved him dearly
but could not keep
the sadness,the pain,the misery
god only knows why he took you from me
with all my heart i love so
the light of my life you will always glow
love you so much my darling little boy
till we meet again xx mammy
A Poem From Heaven
These are my footprints
so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints,
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint,
For now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant,
For other things.
You will hear my tiny footprints,
In the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
Of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints,
In each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you
if you just give me a chance.
You will see my tiny footprints
in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind
and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints
Are found on mummy's heart.
'Cause even though I'm gone now
we’ll never truly part
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A candle lit with lots of love
for a special baby angel in heaven above
its sent to you within a hug
and sealed with all our love
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`•.Johnathan
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to a special star so bright it's time for me to say good night love u loads liccle man luv mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Beautiful angel Johnathan
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angel as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know thy miss you so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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