Johnathan Richard Christopher Calverley

due 26.05.08 born 29.05.08 died 27.05.08

time 11.15am weighing 6 pound 0 oz

In memory of my sweet darling baby Johnathan who never got a chance to breath on earth

light a candle for my perfect little boy johnathan xxxx

Johnathan you may not be here but your in my heart i knew there was something up but the doctors would not listen that day broke my heart in two when there was no heart beat your so perfect and you will always be loved i miss you so much your with the beautiful angels now good night god bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

i went to hospital on sunday the 25.05.08 coz i was bleedin lots when i got there i got put on the monitor tto check ur heartbeat n it was fine there check to see were the blood was cumin from but cud not see so they said it had stoped so i went home n then went to bed my mum came n checked on me at bout 4am on monday mornin n said r u ok so i went to toilet n there was blood all over i just knew there was sum thing up so we went to hospital n there said its a big show u sud hav ur little boy here soon so i said a show no way this can be a show theres to much blood so there checked me again a said u hav stoped bleedin so there put me on the monitor n u was fine but i was in slow labor so there said i cud go home n cum back when im in full labor so i said there sumthing up and asked for a scan there said no he's ok so i went home coz i fort there doctors there no more than me n went home i had no more bleedin so fort everything was ok till tueday at 3am i did not feel u move so i got a bath coz u always move in the bath but u dint so i knew n told my mum n dad we went to hospital n there tryed to finded ur heart beat but there was none so there said scan i just knew there was sumthing up from bleeding that much and the put the scan on me the she turn the screen around n said sorry he's gone my heart broke in two i wanted to kill them doctors who sent me home but my dad wont let me so i had a look for myself to see if there was a heart beat but no heartbeat i just said plz can i hav my little boy back plz dad just bring him back he my little boy i love him so much i just did not belive u went coz u always had a strong heartbeat then we went into a small room to talk n then there told me i have to deliver u there was gna give me a tablet to start labor of but i was in slow labor then there fort i had pre-eclampsia n i had to stay in hosp so there took my blood n said i was ok to go home u aint got it so i went home and came in wednesday night and had u thursday at 11.15am u was so perfect n looked so much like me n ur grandad i will never forget u missin u so much i just want u back with me were u belong one day we will meet then i wont after let u go the funeral went to plan so i was so happy bout that but it was so hard knowin am not gna see ur perfect face again dnt no how u pass away yet waitin for results ur always in my heart ur my little boy n i want u back it kills me knowin that i cant hold u n watch u grow up n hear u say mummy my hearts so broken love u lots n lots n lots love mummy R.I.P MY LITTLE STAR LOVE YOU XXXX





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